Erin (cinnamonkitty) wrote in ask_buffy,

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Update on that Mike thing

Okay, first off - although Mike is treating me really badly right now, he's not the huge asshole that you guys probably think he is. I just think that he's very, very confused. HOWEVER, that is no excuse to keep me waiting. I think what he is doing is wrong, but there's no point going into that.

Basically, last Monday I sent him a text message saying this:
"Mike, I'm not trying to be forward but I've been expecting an answer from you for weeks. I tried to talk to you today but you blew me off. We need to talk sometime you know. I really like you and I want things to work out between us. I know you got hurt by Lizzie but you can't keep me waiting forever! Text back."

Monday: I got the train with Mhairi, and Mike was there as he always gets the train. I said to him at least 2 or 3 times "Come talk to me." - those were my EXACT words, but he basically said no. He went and sat on the bench next to us and played someone's guitar. o_o;

Tuesday: (I wasn't at school this day or the next) Mhairi talked to him, asking him why he didn't text me back - he had no credit to do so. Fine. She also asked him why he basically ignored me at the train station, and he got mad saying that he didn't and that HE tried to talk to ME but *I* ignored him. HAH! As if.

Wednesday: Kayliegh also asked him the same as above - not knowing that Mhairi had already done so - and Mike got even more mad.

Thursday: Mike was all depressed. Looked ready to bite peoples heads off.

Friday: A little better, but still a little sad-looking. I asked Matt (his best friend) why he was so upset, and Matt dodged the question. I think it may have been because of me, but because I don't actually know, I'll just say it was because of something else.

So after another week - still no answer from him. Even more ignoring. I want to let him go, I really do. But I can't. I didn't think that I liked him THIS much. Trust me, normally by now the guy would be LONG gone, but I just can't seem to move on for some reason! I can't force him to give me an answer, he's a complicated guy and now I have nothing to do. Right now I think he hates me, and I don't even know if he likes me still. I'd text him again but he has no credit and I don't want to seem like I'm desperate or that I'm waiting at his beck and call or anything o_O; I'm not like that. I just want to do something to SPEED UP THE FRICKEN PROCESS.


Thanks Buffy ^^;;
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